Am I here talking about a simple word called 'LIFE'??

Feeling Flooded again. I am scared. I tend to surrender to my emotions, words began to play with thoughts, soon, giving life to what I call 'feelings'. Alas! No momentary relief. Once I start there is no looking back. I can go on and on, as I am doing it now! Probably, the only difference today is that I am writing in a peaceful frame of mind which is unfortunately very rare. Although its a fact that writing is the only medication for any kind of pain, suffering. Thank god I am so much use to it.

Luckily whatever little ups and downs I have been through till now have taught me how to live audaciously, made me stronger, better and proud of myself. Not a little less, not a little more. Thanking my god for all the good things of life I possess and all that I dint. Till now there have been lessons learnt that I truly treasure despite of the fact that there is more to learn, as this is just the beginning of a long journey I have already began. One of the lessons is 'Things should never be taken for granted, because if life seems to be easy,maybe you are the fortunate one!' Where there are professional worries, personal life is not a bed of roses. Where there is competition ahead, of which you might not be scared of, then there are horrifying people to scare you at each stage of this unusual journey. No, I don't mean to say the world is bad. Maybe the percentage of good people are more than the bad ones; depends how lucky one is! All this is amusing. I assure you as I am assuring myself now. All credits to : Something we call 'Life'. There comes a point in life when you have no reasons to feel the way you do, or you just avoid getting into complexities. Either ways. There is a common thread that runs through the thoughts of every individual alive on this planet. And, that is a thread of 'Thoughts". Emotions or emotionless, Through thoughts we come alive. Emerge victorious or embrace defeat, be blissful or drown in sorrow, there are millions and millions, infinite thoughts that are always there to strangle us...to make us stand alive again! Strange irony. No doubt ironies are always ridiculous. Let's Talk about miseries of life and they are endless, talk about happiness, they are also endless, often hidden from us. It's just a mere presumption when we confess to ourselves willingly 'It's hard to live'. It is just the contrary. Because when we say this to our self, unknowingly, its a challenge that we set for all our defeats, all kinds that one is silently going through. Cheers! There is another day, another tomorrow, hopes to fill the vacancies...after all we know it well, the grief never lasts long. All about choices we make and yes all about destiny. Sometimes I wonder why it is still difficult to accept things, take everything in stride whatever come may, when I know 'Destiny Rules'...but then I also cease to wonder when I think if there is no strive, no struggle, a human can never survive in a world which is a Utopia!