....And I never thought I would ever ask this question from....no one else but myself...."What Am I doing and where am I going"? What just suddenly happened to my strong powerful determination. Have I lost it by any chance? I don't wish to even doubt it for a second, because If I will, I might just have to face the reality. So I accept that there are few confessions that should be kept hidden,shared only with your heart. Avoid any moment that would reveal them, because then they will loose all there beauty and purity.
I have so much to talk about...thoughts just cant stop....I feel today that where on one hand there are dreams, wishes,desires one has for present and future, on the other hand there are fears,disappointments which become a part of our happiness. There is always something at a given time we all yearn for.....we want that, and crave for it even if we know we are far away from it...still the hope never ends....if it does,it ends with time, only when the reason for our hope changes....
It seems ironical that at times we forget the laughter, in search for some lost dreams and desires, we turn depressed from within, so much so that we smile forcefully, just to show we are brave to face life, and facing the storms smiling. But even we know that it is not true. The moment we surrender before our pain, we become a powerless human....Pain takes the authority to define our state of mind....making us the biggest sufferers and victim of destiny in our own eyes. Beware. Beware from this illusion. Failure,pain,sorrow,rejections,hurt...all of these love to accompany us are an illusion. It is a misconception to label them as realities of life when we undergo these emotions. They are mere illusions because beneath them breeds reality....that is hope, happiness,courage,willpower, ego, thoughts...they are the base, the foundation of our life. Even in most difficult situations these realities gives us momentum, a new vision,a new ray of light. If there are delays, it is only because illusion of pain and sorrow keeps us gripped and we gradually surrender giving it a name of reality!
There are just endless things we yearn for. I want something and I want it....but what if I don't get it? I can cry, feel depressed....for days,months,years........and things will never change...life will be a sad story for me......but what if I learn from the very fact that if I dont get something I really really want...maybe its for my good....and move on with a new hope...Life will not be a sad story anymore,soon new things will come in to welcome me and there will be again joy and sunshine :)
"You dream and dream....and dream on...you hope and hope....and it goes on....dreams are shattered,hope is left behind....I still move on with my faith...for I know if I stop, I will no more be writing my own story called life..."
3 comments:
So very true.
But inspite all this we move on..not because we have to...but because we have not reached the end yet.
with the faith...
Hmm...so many things running around in ur mind..at the same time..catch hold...figure out by the priority...bt true ..its life..and lets face it...you have to give a free reign..to that higher power and let the music flow...
diksha ur mind is wandering. Get hold of it n be happy. wtever may the situation be, jus face it coz its impermanent. Clouds will soon pass by.. Relax..
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