Fighting all Odds.

Today was not expected the way it has turned out to be. Alarmed by the thoughts, I try to recover from the illness of the past,present that haunts me as I lie awake on my bed. Some small, some big mistakes done by me for which I don't blame anyone but myself, rescue my soul from the devil of sorrow. I walk along with the subterfuges interrogating the circumstances which pave my way. I have the courage to compete with destiny, knowing the victory is not assured. In fact chances for the same are very rare. In the confused state of mind I have an array of thoughts, upsetting yet encouraging. I have tasted failure. With an assurance that neither success nor failure is ever final I make myself understand to be aware of any kind of disappointments hard to resist at this time. Patience, a small word advised in times of sorrow is good to listen to, difficult to implement. The more rejections the fate gives, the more difficult it becomes. At one point of time 'GIVING UP' is the only choice I wish to keep for myself. The options are purposely avoided for some known but inexplicable reasons. But, soon I realise suffering is natural when there is pain of any kind but happiness and sadness is the choice which one can make. I sit in awe as I write this statement. What do I choose. Will it take me anywhere. Can it change the circumstances. No. A smile or a frown does no wonders for a human who is in an imperfect state of mind. It only helps in acting in disguise. But, a smile is the winner for sure. It's replenishing, hopeful and reinvigorating.

The rough patches of life always leave scars which do vanish with time. The greater satisfaction comes in the acceptance of good, bad, happiness or sorrow. A human is capable of overcoming every difficulty fate chooses to bestow on him. The choice rests with us, within us. To defeat it or get defeated. The license is with us. It is not important to surrender to our destiny but to fight it. With will, determination and hard work failure is a joyous feeling. It becomes a sweet memory for future that is bound to be successful. It is extremely important to rise and shine out of the pain.

As i speak these words, I feel reunited with my courage. It is a reunion with the faith that was fast depreciating. I am thankful to my words who are audacious to light up any darkness that befalls on me. They always give me a sense of encouragement and I feel no sorrow is big enough to ruin ones peaceful state of mind. Life is to live happily, the tides come and go, one should have the courage to face them at any point of time in life. Happiness is beautiful but pain is the greatest gift of god, it makes one stronger and enduring. For in pain are hidden the realities , the secrets of life!